glimpse of my insanity

Waiting… 

(Source: luxjoseph, via loveyourchaos)

Wild, whore, bitch, nympho etc.

Say anything you want. I don’t care.

At least I know that I exist in your mind.

(LOL!)

Stay  a little longer.

(via c-0cky)

I like it when you kiss me hard 

Kissing my back, my body

Caressing my neck, my breast 

Your tongue playing in my nape

Running your fingers in my legs

up to my clit

Fucking me like there is no tomorrow.

looking in my eyes, desiring me, wanting me

Few minutes of orgasm, hours of obsession

days of grief

I dreamed last night that you were holding my hand.

Saying the words I want to hear

Kissing me like there is no tomorrow.. 

Failure 1

I’d go out and meet guy at a party and we’d hit it off then we will meet again and hoping that we have a connection, have sex and after you know it he’s gone.

Failure 2

New office, new friends, new prospects .

Kissed couple of guys, had sex with one.

still hoping that one of them can be serious about me.

Unfortunately, they all have serious relationships with their girlfriends.

Even blame me that I should know that we are just playing and I should not expect anything because I know that they have a girlfriend in the first place.

Failure 3

Seducing friends or should I say “close friends” 

Sharing intimacies, secrets and fantasies.

I thought that when you tell them that you love them it will

be a good start of a relationship and they will fall in love with you 

eventually .

Instead they all freaked out and blew me off.

IM TIRED OF THIS CRAP. THEY JUST ALL WANT TO GET INTO MY PANTS.

Don’t judge me.

I’m just looking for someone who can love me for what I am.

I thought giving them what they want is the way to their hearts.

I guess I’m wrong. I feel so damaged and alone. 

But I know that I can still revive myself .

I will stop looking for love from now on…… 

(via katsyfartsy)

I did it again. 

There ain’t nothing from the outside that can lick any of us.

Alone

(2007)